[The spark of confidence is beyond appealing and Victor looks sharply, sensually at Yuri at his suggestion. He'll peel off his own shirt before standing up on the bed, looking down at Yrui as he goes for his slacks. Cue sexy belt unclasping and all]
You better watch this time, no looking off. [because he'd spied Yuri catching a glimpse of him undressing-- the lockers, the hotsprings-- but Yuri always shot his vision away in embarrassment]
[He pushes himself up onto his elbows, eagerly taking in the sight before him. This time, Victor had said. He can't even bring himself to feel embarrassed that Victor had known he was sneaking glances at him this whole time when Victor's asking him to watch now.]
[Victor smirks wide at the full attention. Quick as he might have thrown off Yuri's clothes, he'll slow down to tease his own stripping. First his belt, then he'll unzip to reveal the bulge straining those black, speedo-cut briefs he wore. The pants fall and he'll kick them off the bed. His thumbs hook into the waistline of his underwear]
[He's so doing this on purpose, Yuuri realizes, catching on after a second. Yuuri can't even bring himself to mind the teasing. His shuddering intake of breath is the only thing that gives away his nerves before he's sitting up with purpose.]
Yeah...everything off. [He hooks his fingers in Victor's briefs, pulling them down. Halfway down, he pauses, then leans forward to press a light kiss to Victor's stomach. It's surprisingly chaste, given the situation, but Yuuri's curiosity wins out now that he's allowed to touch.]
[Victor did about as many sexy things on purpose as he did on accident, but this is definitely all intentional. He bites his bottom lip deviously as Yuri slips his briefs down, revealing his erection as he steps out of the last bit of clothing. The kiss to his stomach is a nice surprise, one of his favorite places to be kissed. Yuri was an intuitive sort, he'd pick up on things quick.]
I... [The deer in the headlights look returns again as number of possibilities overwhelm him. He's picked up bits of knowledge of sex here and there--a few times on accident, because the internet is a scary place, and a few times on purpose, because the internet is a never ending spring of information. All that aside, he never considered even just this morning that he'd be where he is now. With Victor.]
Not--not all the way today. [He finally answers, some of the uncertainty leaving his face. He's never had a lover before; as curious as he is now, the thought of jumping straight in with all his inexperience admittedly makes him balk. Yuuri glances up at Victor through his lashes, gauging his reaction.] Is that--okay?
Yeah. [With Victor in his lap like this, it's inexplicably easier to admit this. He suspects it's because Victor isn't poking fun like he did before, and the sincerity certainly goes a long way in reassuring him, too.]
Is it that surprising? I've never been with anyone before, so....
[Yuuri reaches out, sweeping a hand over Victor's skin, his fingertips skimming down his chest and over to his hip with curiosity, like he's mapping out skin. He smiles up at Victor again.] Our clothes are out of the way now. What else do you like?
Virginity isn't one thing you get rid of. It's more like a whole bunch of cards you pass out over time. [he'll take one of Yuri's hands in his, moving one so Yuri cupped his face. Very sweetly he'll ask]
O-oh. [Yuuri exhales the word, looking surprised.] I've never heard of it described that way.
[More importantly, though, is the way Viktor says the cards are passed out over time. Feeling something in him relax, Yuuri smiles and lets his thumb brush fondly over Viktor's cheek.]
Let's just use our hands today. [He manages to avoid tacking on his usual "is that okay?", a hint of wryness slipping into his voice instead.] That's sort of what started this whole thing.
Just hands it is! It's good to have boundaries, Yuri. Just tell me if you don't like something. I'll listen. [he's absolutely confident in what he's saying and he hopes that eases Yuri's nervous mind. Victor knows how anxious the other man could get and is absolutely DETERMINED to make this a positive experience.
He scoots in close, pressing his butt down on Yuri's thighs, his legs flopped to either side. He'll put his fingers to Yuri's jawline, like he'd done many times to tease. Now though, he'll trace them down Yuri's neck, across his collarbone, shoulders, arms... he stops to hold one of the man's wrists gently, before drawing it to his mouth for a doting kiss to the soft skin there]
[It's just a kiss to his hand, something way more chaste than a lot of the things that have led up to it, and yet this simple action makes the heat spring into Yuuri's face the quickest. There's just something sweet about the gesture that makes Yuuri's chest tighten with emotion.
It's not fair, he thinks, how Victor can be effortlessly seductive in one breath and then ridiculously sweet in the next.]
I know you will. [He's proven that much. Yuuri leans forward until he can press their foreheads together, wanting to show Victor what this means to him. Softly, he says--] Thanks.
No problem. [he coos, pleased that Yuri seemed so comfortable now, or comfortable as was probably possible for the man. He'd need to wind that tension back up, though, can't get release without tension.
He'll move Yuri's hand down to the man's own erection. Letting Yuri's wrist go, Victor's fingers wrap around his own shaft]
[Victor's gentle reassurances have worked a change in him, pushing aside the majority of his hesitance. He feels at ease now, his hand curling around his shaft more confidently even as he eagerly watches and waits for what Victor will do next.]
[Yuri watching him with eager eyes is better than any porn Victor could possibly find. He breathes headily, hand beginning to lightly stroke himself, teasing the head with his fingertips mostly.]
I'd normal imagine you looking at me, while I do this... but the real thing is much better.
[His breath catches, and Yuuri fights the urge to duck his head in embarrassment. Tentatively, he mimics Victor, fingertips trailing over himself as he watches him.]
Oh. [The word emerges as a squeak. The rest flows out as a soft murmur.] I am surprised, but you're--you're wrong about the other thing. [Part of him can't quite believe he's letting himself say all of this.] I don't want to look away.
[Victor thinks of me when he's like this. Suddenly, Yuuri wants to surprise him in return. Bolstered by that feeling, Yuuri surges forward, pressing his lips to Victor's.]
[that DOES surprise Victor, he makes a mmph! kind of noise to have his lips overtaken. He's not paralyzed long, hands reaching out greedily, grabbing Yuri's hips and pulling the man into his lap. There's a puff of air against Yuri's lips when he feels their skin press and limbs tangle up. He's kissing back, though, mouth open and wanting. Is this too much, too quick? He's hoping, if it is, Yuri would say so]
[Oh, Yuuri thinks faintly. While he's allowed himself to imagine how kissing someone might feel like before, he's sure they never came close to the real thing.
He responds to Victor's eagerness, hands coming up to rest on his shoulders to steady himself. When he opens his mouth to Victor, he's tentative and careful, trying to learn through touch as he goes.]
[Feel Yuri reciprocate shyly, Victor holds himself back after the initial rush. He had Yuri naked, in his lap, kissing him. Despite all the teasing and flirting, he had never expected this was how the day would have ended up. He's, of course, ALL FOR IT. The only issue he has now is sticking to those boundaries Yuri put up earlier. Did this still count as hands only? Hands and lips should be fine, he can teach the inexperienced man both...
His breath calms, hot against Yuri's lips as he's kissing back slowly. Yuri can experiment, take his time, get used to the taste and feeling. Victor's here, hands stilled on the man's hips, not so tight as to be holding him in place if he really wanted to squirm away. Victor didn't suspect he wanted to, though]
[He can feel the shift in Victor's mood when it happens. For a second, he panics and tenses up, wondering if he'd done something to change Victor's mind. Victor doesn't pull away, though, and Yuuri's worries gradually fizzle out until he can ignore them again.
The touches feel gentler now. While Yuuri hadn't minded the way Victor had kissed him before, Yuuri likes this, too. He draws back just enough to catch his breath, then leans right back in again, reveling in their closeness and the way their lips brush together so intimately.]
[Victor knows Yuri's anxieties get the best of him. He won't overwhelm the man if he can help it. His lips are available, at ease, wanting Yuri to kiss him and enjoy the thrill of initiative. His touch is light, curious, feeling up Yuri's hips to his waist, the bit of softness he had trouble getting rid of even if his weight was down. He won't linger and make the man self conscious, traveling hands to his ribs, thumbs brushing along. When he needs a breathe himself, he keeps his forehead pressed to Yuri's, eyes lidded and voice a whisper]
[Despite his heart beating frantically in his chest, Yuuri's calm--calmer than he thought he would have felt before. But that, he thinks with no small amount of fondness, is due to the incredible amount of consideration Victor has given him this whole time.]
I will. [His hand cups Victor's cheek again while Yuuri does some exploring of his own. He presses a few shy kisses down the side of Victor's jaw before before hiding a grin against Victor's neck.] Or did you forget how stubborn I can be?
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You better watch this time, no looking off. [because he'd spied Yuri catching a glimpse of him undressing-- the lockers, the hotsprings-- but Yuri always shot his vision away in embarrassment]
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I'm watching. [Yuuri says, holding Victor's gaze readily.]
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Everything off, Yuri? You could help with these.
sorry about the wait!
Yeah...everything off. [He hooks his fingers in Victor's briefs, pulling them down. Halfway down, he pauses, then leans forward to press a light kiss to Victor's stomach. It's surprisingly chaste, given the situation, but Yuuri's curiosity wins out now that he's allowed to touch.]
np! busy weekend for a lot of people <3
Now, now, Yuri... how far are you wanting to go?
you're the best <3
Not--not all the way today. [He finally answers, some of the uncertainty leaving his face. He's never had a lover before; as curious as he is now, the thought of jumping straight in with all his inexperience admittedly makes him balk. Yuuri glances up at Victor through his lashes, gauging his reaction.] Is that--okay?
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Oh, are you a virgin on all accounts? I had assumed.
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Is it that surprising? I've never been with anyone before, so....
[Yuuri reaches out, sweeping a hand over Victor's skin, his fingertips skimming down his chest and over to his hip with curiosity, like he's mapping out skin. He smiles up at Victor again.] Our clothes are out of the way now. What else do you like?
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Virginity isn't one thing you get rid of. It's more like a whole bunch of cards you pass out over time. [he'll take one of Yuri's hands in his, moving one so Yuri cupped his face. Very sweetly he'll ask]
Which do you want to give me?
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[More importantly, though, is the way Viktor says the cards are passed out over time. Feeling something in him relax, Yuuri smiles and lets his thumb brush fondly over Viktor's cheek.]
Let's just use our hands today. [He manages to avoid tacking on his usual "is that okay?", a hint of wryness slipping into his voice instead.] That's sort of what started this whole thing.
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He scoots in close, pressing his butt down on Yuri's thighs, his legs flopped to either side. He'll put his fingers to Yuri's jawline, like he'd done many times to tease. Now though, he'll trace them down Yuri's neck, across his collarbone, shoulders, arms... he stops to hold one of the man's wrists gently, before drawing it to his mouth for a doting kiss to the soft skin there]
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It's not fair, he thinks, how Victor can be effortlessly seductive in one breath and then ridiculously sweet in the next.]
I know you will. [He's proven that much. Yuuri leans forward until he can press their foreheads together, wanting to show Victor what this means to him. Softly, he says--] Thanks.
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He'll move Yuri's hand down to the man's own erection. Letting Yuri's wrist go, Victor's fingers wrap around his own shaft]
I'm supposed to show you how to do this, right?
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[Victor's gentle reassurances have worked a change in him, pushing aside the majority of his hesitance. He feels at ease now, his hand curling around his shaft more confidently even as he eagerly watches and waits for what Victor will do next.]
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I'd normal imagine you looking at me, while I do this... but the real thing is much better.
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You--you thought about me?
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[Victor thinks of me when he's like this. Suddenly, Yuuri wants to surprise him in return. Bolstered by that feeling, Yuuri surges forward, pressing his lips to Victor's.]
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He responds to Victor's eagerness, hands coming up to rest on his shoulders to steady himself. When he opens his mouth to Victor, he's tentative and careful, trying to learn through touch as he goes.]
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His breath calms, hot against Yuri's lips as he's kissing back slowly. Yuri can experiment, take his time, get used to the taste and feeling. Victor's here, hands stilled on the man's hips, not so tight as to be holding him in place if he really wanted to squirm away. Victor didn't suspect he wanted to, though]
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The touches feel gentler now. While Yuuri hadn't minded the way Victor had kissed him before, Yuuri likes this, too. He draws back just enough to catch his breath, then leans right back in again, reveling in their closeness and the way their lips brush together so intimately.]
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If you don't like something, just tell me, okay?
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I will. [His hand cups Victor's cheek again while Yuuri does some exploring of his own. He presses a few shy kisses down the side of Victor's jaw before before hiding a grin against Victor's neck.] Or did you forget how stubborn I can be?
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