Izuku "Deku" Midoriya (
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Piece of the puzzle, you're my missing part
[It starts off as a normal day--well, almost normal. If it weren't for Todoroki being horribly sick and missing his classes, then it would've been just like any other day on the UA campus.
Still, his friend's been sick for quite a few days now, and Izuku can't help but worry about him. Once classes are out for the day, Izuku makes a beeline for the dorms, heading up to Todoroki's room and knocking on the door without hesitation.]
Todoroki-kun? It's me. [Hm, the door's unlocked. Izuku opens it as quietly as he can, peering at the lump on the bed when he steps inside.] Are you feeling any better?
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Shouto, I've got you... [Izuku stumbles over the words as he nears his own release. Then, he surges forward and gives a particularly hard snap of his hips before he bites down on Shouto's neck, right where a the bond mark should go.]
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He practically collapses on Shouto a second or so later, nuzzling at the omega's neck with a content little hum.]
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He gives a little sigh and relaxes his grip, kissing the top of Izuku's head. It's nice to think clearly again.]
... Thank you.
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For what? [He mumbles against Shouto's skin, sounding like he could doze off at any second.]
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Being my alpha.
[It's soft and mumbled, but it's sincere.]
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Mmm. [It's a quiet, sleepy sound of agreement, though he doesn't even know what he's agreeing to.]
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So this is how omegas take care of their heats...]
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There, perfect. Wrapped up in an embrace and surrounded by his omega's scent, it's easy for Izuku to drift off into sleep.]
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Said distraction is still sleeping on top of him. A small shift reveals that Izuku is still inside of him too. But even that just fills him with warmth and contentment. His alpha... He doesn't know how he's so certain of that, but he is.
He brings a hand up to card through Izuku's hair, waiting for him to wake up.]
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With a grumble, Izuku shifts, arms tightening around Shouto. He might be stubbornly clinging to sleep for once, but the hand in his hair feels nice, relaxing.]
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Good morning, Izuku.
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Mmm. Morning.
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As Izuku brushes against the mark, Shouto shivers and clenches around his cock, color rushing to his cheeks. ]
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Wait.
Suddenly, all of the drowsiness disappears and his eyes snap open. He's... draped all over Todoroki and they're both naked and oh my god he's inside--
With a strangled little sound, Izuku pulls out of him and scrambles back in a panic.] T-T-T-Todoroki-kun??!
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Izuku... [ He sounds a little hurt when Izuku pulls away from him.]
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His hand flies up to his mouth in shock. It's a bit hazy, but he remembers. Todoroki had gone into heat--he'll think some more on how off mistaken they were about that later--and he'd... he'd taken advantage of him in that state.
Izuku swallows hard, suddenly feeling sick to his stomach. Todoroki might still be out of it from his sudden heat--it's probably the only reason why he's not throwing Izuku out right now.]
I'm...I'm so sorry, Todoroki-kun. [Shame creeps into him. Even if he had gotten caught up in Todoroki's heat, he knows it's no excuse. He should've known better.] I should go.
[Quickly he finds the clothes he'd carelessly flung around the room yesterday and puts them on, paying no mind to the rumpled state that he's in. The sooner he leaves, the better it'll be for Todoroki anyway.]
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Midoriya didn't want him at all, did he? It was just the heat's influence over him. Shouto never should've gotten his hopes up like that. Of course Midoriya wouldn't want him like that. The heat was driving him into a rut. He wasn't thinking clearly. He didn't want Shouto.
A hand comes up to hold the bite mark on his neck. What would've been binding if Izuku had presented before him.
Maybe it's better this way?
Even if he tells himself that, it hurts. It takes him hours before he gets enough courage to contact Midoriya at all. And when he does it's a text with one word.]
Sorry.
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It's not your fault. You don't need to apologize.
[It breaks Izuku's heart, that Todoroki would apologize when it was Izuku who had fucked up spectacularly and probably ruined everything. Never mind that he'd liked Todoroki for some time now--he'd be lucky if Todoroki still wants to be friends after this.]
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He's not wanted.
He throws his phone onto his futon before getting up and pacing. It takes him a good ten minutes before he manages to gather his thoughts enough to send anything back.]
I'll leave you alone.
[Since that's obviously what Midoriya wants, right? With the way he fled out of Shouto's room that morning.]
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He knew it was coming and it still hurts more than he could've expected, losing Todoroki because of a mistake. It's his own fault. He deserves to be cut off.]
If that's what you want.
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But he's fooling himself. There's no way somebody like Midoriya would want an omega like him.
It would be better to distance himself, wouldn't it? At least the rejection wouldn't sting so much.]
Yes.
[As he hits send he feels himself tearing up.]