Izuku "Deku" Midoriya (
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Try to believe walking down the lonesome road
[With the start of their internships fast approaching, it's no wonder a good portion of the students in 1-A are too excited to properly concentrate during class. Aizawa, picking up on their lack of focus, eventually ends the class a few minutes early with a tired, exasperated sigh. Izuku grins guiltily at their teacher's retreating back. He can't exactly blame his classmates for distracted like this--picking their hero names and their first internship is pretty exciting. And a big step toward being pros.
Fidgeting with the bandages on his hands, Izuku turns in his seat and just happens to catch Todoroki's eyes. There's the barest flicker of hesitation before Izuku offers up a cheerful smile.] Todoroki-kun, have you already decided where you're going for your internship?
[The classroom's already emptying out, but there's no real need to hurry out like everyone else is. Besides, Izuku hasn't really gotten a chance to talk to Todoroki since the festival. Remembering how subdued Todoroki was during the medal ceremony has made it difficult for him to shake away his concerns. So Izuku gathers up his books slowly and waits for an answer.]
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His father... well, he's not here right now. But weakness is something he has to be careful about.]
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Todoroki-ku... um, Todoroki. [He tilts his head, the words coming out slowly, carefully.] Are you embarrassed?
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Is it really that bad? I...I thought it was nice, that you laughed. [We rarely get to see you this happy, he means. Izuku's brows start to draw together in concern.]
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[ The reason why just hangs between them for a moment. At home any weakness was punished with worse training than usual. So he built up his walls.
But around Midoriya they all come down. ]
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We're your friends. It's okay to be as open as you want when you're with us. [You can trust us. You can trust me.]
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It takes a moment, but his eyes flutter closed and the tension slowly drains out of him. Midoriya is here. He's surrounded by his friends. This is the safest place he could be.]
... It might... take me a while.
[Years and years of Endeavor- that's something he still needs to overcome. And maybe in small ways like this first.]
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"It's okay, Todoroki-kun!! Just like Deku-kun said, we're here for you." Uraraka thrusts one fist forward in an enthusiastic mock-punch. "We'll fight anyone who disagrees!!"
"Uraraka-kun, that's against the rules!" Iida cries out in shock.
Izuku, for his part, just ends up grinning at them and Todoroki in turns. Then, he leans in toward Todoroki as Uraraka and Iida bicker on the other side of the table.] See? None of us mind if you need some time to get used to it. [A pause.] It...it took me a little while, too.
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Shouto doesn't move away from him or pull his hand back as he looks over at his-- their friends. Midoriya's closer to him now and he doesn't think twice before leaning in. ]
... Thank you.
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What did I say about thanking me? [He teases Todoroki lightly, ignoring the way his pulse begins to pick up in response to their proximity.]
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Mm... It's hard when you do so much.
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Um. [Izuku says, eloquently, a beat later when he notices Todoroki's staring at him intently.] Todoroki...?
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His gaze gets pulled up to Izuku's eyes once he's called for. ]
Midoriya. [ There's a softness in his voice he wasn't expecting. ]
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Yes? [He asks, hesitant to raise his voice any higher than what it's at right now. There's a strange sort of feeling in the air between them now, and Izuku isn't sure what to make of it.] I-is something wrong?
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Nothing.
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[Oh. Right then, Izuku realizes he's still holding onto Todoroki's wrist. He lets go slowly, feeling an odd kind of reluctance as he does.]
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[ The temptation to chase after Midoriya's hand is a new and strange thing. Better not to think of it too much. ]
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What could all of this mean? It feels as if something's changed between him and Todoroki, but...it doesn't feel bad, exactly.]
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Shouto resumes his own lunch, sneaking little glances of Midoriya now and then.]
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Izuku startles, blushes, and quickly goes back to his food.]
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Izuku chances another look over at Todoroki as they put their trays away, having felt the heat from Todoroki's side during their meal.] Okay?
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I'm fine, Midoirya.
[He'll start walking towards their classroom.]
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Okay. [Izuku says, feeling inexplicably shy.] That's good.
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[Again, he rubs his thumb across Izuku's hand. Midoriya seems more out of it than normal. ]
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