[In a way, this argument is even worse. They're friends now, and Minami doesn't want to lose that. He understands a little more, how Yuuri's brain works. How the anxiety gnaws at him.
It does not make any of this hurt less.]
And I know you have someone and I could never compete with him and I don't want to!
[Viktor is so obviously what Yuuri needs, in a way Minami just wouldn't be able to. Never mind that he's gorgeous. They're so good together. Everyone agrees on that. Even Minami. Especially Minami.
He swipes at his face, trying to keep tears from spilling over. It's a losing battle.]
Legitimately tearing up poor kid
[In a way, this argument is even worse. They're friends now, and Minami doesn't want to lose that. He understands a little more, how Yuuri's brain works. How the anxiety gnaws at him.
It does not make any of this hurt less.]
And I know you have someone and I could never compete with him and I don't want to!
[Viktor is so obviously what Yuuri needs, in a way Minami just wouldn't be able to. Never mind that he's gorgeous. They're so good together. Everyone agrees on that. Even Minami. Especially Minami.
He swipes at his face, trying to keep tears from spilling over. It's a losing battle.]
But I can't just - NOT feel this! I tried!!